2nd post

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the above is just whatsin my mind right now

or maybe had been ALWAYS in there

i dunno if i shld go sch tmr

i skipped it today

actually my grades were really bad

but i just keep skipping

i am screwing myself up even knowing its already badly screwed

i am too confused to have an exact answer

maybe in the 1st place i shouldnt have come to poly

is my wrg 1st attempt

what if i make it to year 2

then will i be sure i will continue it till yr3 and then graduate

i can be that sure

i am sty lost knowing nothing in this stupid sch

gosh and i am like feeling more and more irritated by my mummy

we have huge age gap when i say huge i meant really huge

not with her exact age

but with her that old mindcept

is more of an 60 year old old lady words

she nags

she walk real slow

she curse and swear at me

she is always forgetful and thinks she's right

DEAR LORD PLS SAVE ME FROM HER HORRIBLE BEHAVIOURS

i cant stand it any longer

i will become insane like her any sooner

i am falling for you again

but i am afriad i might change my mind gain

the longer i had to wait for the nxt tym i see you

i felt like canceling that day

i didnt want to make used of u

when i told my friend that i actually agree

they said that i was making used of you to success in my plan

if i dun like you i shld nt have agreed to go

but i didnt thot of making used of you at all

all i thot was only tat plan of mine

i know thats how selfish i am

but i think i really did fall for you gain

but my feelings is always changing for you

i am confused

listening to fall for you

gosh everything just suits in so well

i just cant stop listening to the lyrics

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh, But hold your breath