Cant make up my mind

arh i am so pissed off now!!!
i had just missed the application to moe for direct entry to tp
and and and thr are actually so many ways that i can opp for tp
but i am so dumb last yr i just BLINDLY choose rp
chanting -> kerol y are u so dumb * knock my head *

ok so the nxt option -> apply for the ppt
its some physical test
i need that as it is part of the requirement for nie
after the test u will process on to getting a diploma cert in nie
and u will get to serve the moe as a pe teacher in secondary sch
hmm but ... one prob -> the test include handstand, cartwheels and back roll
which i know nuts about any of them
the rest i think will be fine
there are total of 5 stations
1. alternatives run ( u need to complete it in 17 seconds )
2. badminton rally
3. defensive game ( something like basket ball whereby u must try to defend the oponent from snatching your ball )
4. 25 metre swim ( in your own pace and own strokes prefered )
5. those stupid handstand and all lol

i need help i need help i need help

hu know handstand and all, teach me teach me teach me

ok i think i will take up 2 test
1. the physical test
2. chinese test

i dun mind been a primary sch chinese teacher
erm and if i rmb correctly is what i wanted to be when i was younger
aya u know la when young everything also want to be b4
doctor, stewards, teachers, actress, model etc etc etc

ok i think i must plan early
will speak to mummy about it l8r
so i will go register for that test 1st
anw is in feb, ah is quite near ah
the friday gg down to tp for open hse
tmr my frens is helping me to find out about opting for another course
will try to apply hopefully i am able to

and if all of the above didnt work ?
go ite lol... in there wif my o'level grade sure can get the courses that i wan
but but but ite got alot of xiao lian Zzzz
ok i will try to push myself to continue in rp
and hurry get my diploma to go apply to be stewards
i really dun mind gg ite actually
infect i think is the best option now
hmm somemore simei ite so new and so near my hse
and u see ite people like so free
no stress and all
just that the uniform abit dumb
oh well i dunno la
i left like 3 wks to end of sem
and i sty haven make up my mind
FRIENDS I NEED UR OPINIONS