Expecting more

i want to have straight hair but not rebonded kind

i need to dye my hair gain

i am craving for that jewel that i saw at sk

i am waiting for my online shopping to arrive

i work ONE pathetic day nxt week

i need to head down to the gym gain

i feel like gg to changi airport ( they have more shops liao )

i want to drink

i am sad and happy at the same time

there is so much more i want

i need

and must

dear lord are u been fair to me ?
sometime i felt really terrible that i think no one had experience the same as me
''where is your father? are you sad''
i have been asked such questions and i do not know how to answer
yes i dun really mind ppl asking because i dun think i missed him
but sometime i am kind of lost
i dun even know where my own father is
and i have got a lousy mum
i am ok letting everyone know this
i think not many know that i have single parent
is btr for u guys to read it here then i have to hear that question gain
is not sad la i just dunno how to ans
because i also dunno
for these lord, you really makes me feel lousy at times
i was given a broken family
neither am i good in studies
i have such lousy grades even when i tried damn hard to speak up in class
sometimes i seriously felt like shouting at the faci
they are farkers, real farkers that just want to see me failed badly
i have lousy relatives that i just hate meeting them
i have non understanding mother
somehow i just felt that ppl in these world dun really like me
i find it so hard to smile at everyone
lord, i dun ask for more
i have been working so hard just to have a btr future
i really dun wish to depend on my mum anymore
I DESPERATELY WANTS TO MOVE OUT