Sunday, August 30, 2009

Let this be the last

dear dairy,

even if i cry a thousand tear tonight
would you come back to me?

when i saw ur picture, i cant control my tears it just roll down my cheeks, i still cant accept the fact that you are gone. on my way home i recall those moment you always next to me on the sofa talking to me, you make me felt that there is someone who really care for me. unluck my two cousins who were so lucky to stay with you having you with them everyday, i only get to see you once in a while but u always let me felt that you are really happy to see me. i seldom speak to others and i really dislike to express myself infront of them, after you are gone, i find it no point gg down to relatives house i dun felt that warm welcome when i visit you. i really felt like crying ytr just meeting them, i seriously hate everyone, i coudlt explain why but there is just a uninvited feeling. i have to even control my tears feeling so uneasy with their present. i missed you so much.

please help me to grow stronger

with love
carol

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