i over estimated myself
i thought i can do everything MYSELF i do not need anyone else
i thought i am capable
but sorry i am breaking down
sorry grandma staring in your eyes and you asking me to take care of her before you left me but she really burning me down
i dunno how to juggle everything by myself. he called today, i didnt pick up the phone, i didnt want to get myself involved in the adult's world.
sometimes i wish to be a child forever, i dun remember my parents been in such mess.
my family dun say "i love you"
but oh well anw thats how i felt in the morning i am better now much better
i just got an A for my daily grade ^^ wheet whoot wheet
i will be stronger
thou i hate my parents but the thought of if the day they are gonna leave me ...
i might be mean to them
i might be cursing them
i might find that they are the cause of every single thing
but i of cos i never give up on them. i will stay strong.
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